He found her, palms open -
her frail face like tallow
framed against the river bed
and all her hair
wreathing the water,
lavendar and linden leaves
and tiny buds of May
trapped within the tendrils.
Her white dress was a flag
a reminder to him
of all he demanded
and its wet weight
pulled her shoulders down
to nestle in the silt.
Her hands were her final words
and they arced the sun
just beneath her chin
telling him of
the slow loss of senses
and how a promise
would never be enough.
His world was ochre
stained by his father’s hands
and dreams of horses
trampled underfoot.
Sometimes he woke up
bruised, tendrils of words
sliding off his bedding
onto the damp floors
and his head waging
the wars of forty long years.
He thrived on chaos
old newspapers
and the sound sparks made
in the wires,
crackling as they faded
into the pavement.
And he would pray,
the vowels slipping
under his teeth and tongue
Longing to sell his soul
and taste
the pale, pale life of the moon.
I love how your kiss
is impertinent
and imprecise,
like sounds still falling
after the noise has stopped.
You said my lips were rare creations,
puckering and slow moving -
not wanting to give in
too soon or to forget the weight
of skin.
Yours fit mine
imperfectly,
impolite and demanding -
not caring
if there were edges
or crevices to wander in.
Just the feel of flesh,
imperfect and impudent
and taut as summer's
wanton music -
looking for a place
to haunt.
There were no more miracles that year -
no child snatched back
at the edge of the cold lake
in January
or the deep sickness
of winter
sent fleeing from the bones
of old ladies.
Roots in the spring
did not untangle
and bring warmth to the orchards,
turning stones to apples
and the soft air of April
did not quicken in the sun
and grow into a forest.
Summer did not bring
back the birds.
The swallows had left
their nests all burning,
And the August nights
did not pull the stars
one by one out of orbit
and set them
on a new course.
No, the year had only grown
old and careless
and left the young men
to once again
walk out on wings.
They think
we live like hoarders
she said,
shucking the brown silk
from the husks
and watching it join the pile
under the cat's twitching tail.
The neighbors know about us -
what is on our back porch
and on the clothesline
stretched between the elm trees.
I have watched them
count our sheets
hung out like parts of speech
and turn their heads
like they know how the mattress
spits us out
onto the floor at night.
They stare at the screen door,
opening it in their heads,
losing their timid fingers
in years of soap powder
and instant milk,
in yards of empty envelopes
and cotton batting.
I find them looking at us
from across the yard
wondering w
Like Pygmalion,
he sculpts you newly
every morning.
On Tuesdays you are an idol,
many armed with tiny
pearl earrings
to worship the curve of your cheek.
Your fingers cup warm tea
and he kisses the hem
of your gown.
On Thursdays he forgets
you are a woman.
He is too much alone
with grey things and his books
pile around his bed reverently
while you wait
in some unfinished form.
And on Sundays you spring
whole from his head,
his foot plying the wheel
and your limbs
straddling his hips -
growing longer and louder
like statues bending in his garden,
I like the valley
best in spring -
maybe it's the crocus
taking wing
against the dawn
or the Queen Anne's lace
holding court
among the rocks.
You prefer autumn
because maize
and ochre
set the lake on fire
and the hawthorn
and crimson creeper
burst berries
on the vines.
I knew your scent
long before you entered my room.
It curled gently around the front door -
jasmine, vanilla and moonlight,
a soft tremor against the wood and glass.
It followed the low rumble of silk carpet
across cypress floors
and up cool marble stairs,
wrapping each thread and fiber
in the warm sins of summer.
It sat on my lips,
lingering in the sweet and fragrant taste
of your skin against my own.
The snow never settles here.
It only trespasses,
hoping it will not be left behind -
some place children
no longer play or sleep,
stuffed in bunting and quilts
made crazy by the wind.
The children dream
in tongues unremembered -
in the cold roots of ancestors,
settling their weight
into rooves and eaves.
And their tears settle
on lashes, grey from soot ,
dreams scurrying to awaken
before dawn.
You love
how the sky smells
like snow,
cold laundry
in the basement
when it's newly scrubbed
and clean -
the bricks shining
like myrrh.
Snow sticks to
your skin and lips. -
you wear it
on your hat
and under your galoshes,
brimming over
with white.
It slips down your coat
and collects
in your pockets
reminding your skin
that winter will not keep your secrets